Monday, December 23, 2024

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Rootless

Rootless



“Home”
A sense of belonging,
A place of comfort,
Apparently.

Four letters that I’m expected to return to.

Nights stretch long
Wondering where I belong.

I drift aimlessly-
A boat set afloat

Without an anchor
Surrounded by nothing but blue;
Isolated yet
Free.

Home means countries around the world.
Vibrant cultures intertwined
With the spice of
Experience.
Home is everywhere.
And nowhere at once.
Home is bustling markets,
Congested traffic, and
Jasmine flowers.
But it’s also snowball fights,
Steaming bowls of noodles, and
Hot chocolate with curlicues of cream.
Home is like a velvety jumper
Enveloping me in a warm embrace
Yet swiftly discarded
And replaced by another.

Home means letting go-
Waves of nostalgia

Crashing down upon you.
Pangs of memories with loved ones
Faded at the edges in a melancholy sepia
Left behind once more;
Scattered across the globe
Like pieces of a jigsaw
That don’t quite fit together.
Pinpricks on a map
Like flickering fireflies.

Home is ever-changing
Like the seasons
Metamorphosing
As if a canvas
Splattered with new strokes.
Pulsing with life
Matching the rhythmic wingbeat

Of a dove
Unfurling its wings to fly.
Home is beautiful,
A thing of fluidity and
Impermanence.
In the end

Home is what you make it to be.
By: Ishani Saran

Submission Rationale

I’m a third-culture kid, and the concept of “home” is a part of my identity I’ve struggled with. I’m from India, and I’ve lived in five countries- my poem’s fourth stanza pays homage to cherished memories from each.

While I’m incredibly blessed to have been exposed to a diverse range of cultures, it hasn’t always been easy. Visiting India with an international accent, a limited understanding of the language’s nuances, and inadequate knowledge about its history meant I felt like an outsider. For me, “home” was many places at once, and sometimes this meant that none really felt like “home”.

Today, I feel like the experience has widened my perspective of the world. I’ve grown to realise that “home” doesn’t have to be something fixed. “Home” can be variable, like so much of life, and is what you make it to be- places, people, and memories. Learning to ride the waves and accept change is part of the journey, and knowing how to let go is just as important as knowing how to hold on.

As the renowned proverb goes:
“The green reed which bends in the wind is stronger than the mighty oak which breaks in a storm.” - Confucius

By : Ishani Saran

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