(4 hours ago) Anonymous said:
All summer I am a long list of broken URLs,
begging to be interpreted and made sense of.
Taking selfies on a churchyard or
mouthing a foetal, semaphored surrender,
Waiting for someone to come save me.
Click this link for salvation!
& I am feeling particularly lucky
bathed in this baptismal blue-light.
Clicking on, I could be Miss World, like Courtney said:
Internet-girl, my generation’s Asian Chloe Sevigny-
something to aspire to become.
Born to be a list of infinite possibilities,
a summer facing my computer.
Would I live to regret having never known
real July heat – not the one that burns your thighs
& what use is having a
digital emulator to simulate real sunlight?
The thing is, I want to enjoy life.
The fresh and sticky sap of my daily lament
will amber and outlive me.
Preserve my wildest dreams on my blog,
conversations forever floating.
Archive it, here lies girlhood.