Monday, May 20, 2024

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(4 hours ago) Anonymous said:

(4 hours ago) Anonymous said:
All summer I am a long list of broken URLs,
begging to be interpreted and made sense of.
Taking selfies on a churchyard or
mouthing a foetal, semaphored surrender,
Waiting for someone to come save me.
Click this link for salvation!
& I am feeling particularly lucky
bathed in this baptismal blue-light.
Clicking on, I could be Miss World, like Courtney said:

Internet-girl, my generation’s Asian Chloe Sevigny-
something to aspire to become.

Born to be a list of infinite possibilities,
a summer facing my computer.
Would I live to regret having never known
real July heat – not the one that burns your thighs
& what use is having a
digital emulator to simulate real sunlight?
The thing is, I want to enjoy life.
The fresh and sticky sap of my daily lament
will amber and outlive me.
Preserve my wildest dreams on my blog,
conversations forever floating.
Archive it, here lies girlhood.

Submission Rationale

Since my earliest teenage years I’ve found myself seeking solace online, indulging in internet subculture and talking
to people in chat forums because it was easier to meet people I could connect with online than in real life. Especially in recent
times where we are encouraged to stay indoors, I feel that teenagers like myself are becoming increasingly dependent on
technology and social media to cure boredom; Everything is happening online. Instead of lamenting the things I might’ve
missed out on or making a statement on the harm technology and widespread internet culture have on today’s youth,
I wanted to approach it with an embracing attitude. When I was aching for connection, I knew I would meet someone who
understood me on the internet- the endless yearning for a semblance of belonging finally sated. I have spent a lot of time
online, creating a persona of myself composed of everything I deeply love, and it only makes sense that I am also made
of those things that the internet gave me. Through this poem I wanted to acknowledge that the internet-girl persona
will be a part of me forever, and that it is an integral part of my identity as a teenager.

By : Yewon Kim

Raise Your Voice: Exploring Youth Identities Entry